Endless Neon Vortex

Endless Neon Vortex
Originally uploaded by serenadedabyss

I was watching visualizations while listening to music...more importantly "The Rabbit Hole" visualization (That visualization is featured in the blog post before this one.) while listening to the song: Beyond Good and Evil - Frame of Mind by SGX.

I saw this and I had the impulse to take a screen capture of it... and now I have the picture titled "Endless Neon Vortex".

Xmplay Visualization Test

I have been using the music player XMplay for the longest time... and I have found a visualization for this player that is the best that I have ever seen. It is quite far the best for just about any music from Trance... which it really shows its true power to rock music...

I loved it so much that I recorded a video of it... and here it is.

*The song I used while recording was Asyura Bamba by the artist m1dy*



Please note that the volume might be a bit loud so please turn down your volume before you play it.


Also the song that I picked was not the best song to use for it... but I kinda wanted to get this out there.


If you want to try out this nice player yourself go over to http://www.xmplay.com and either link there will lead you to the download file. And also just to let you portable app lovers. It doesn't leave anything in the registry and is really small just about a meg or smaller with the default unzip. And you can use it to access icecast, shoutcast and other types of streams. Its just an all around great media player.

Of course it does not have some feature like cross fading but that is a small set back for how good and solid it is. I have been using it for years now and I always revert to it because its small and gets the job done.

Alright... I'm done for now... I will blog a lot more often now... I just feel like I have more to say now... alright... to all my readers... if there are any...

Stay zen.

-SerenadedAbyss

Its Valentines Day.... this sucks...

Thats right.. its valentines day... for me this day is going to suck... why?

Because I don't have anyone to share it with... no girlfriend what so ever... so I will be all alone.. again... for another year. I don't feel like writing a lot right now.. so I will end this by saying that I am now following twelve people on twitter.. and I am being followed by five people... a slight improvement I guess.. but not much of one...

To all who read my blog... happy valentines day... mine sucks...

-SA (SerenadedAbyss)


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Now playing: 30 Seconds to Mars - From Yesterday

Its... a new year?

Yes thats right.. the year of 2007 is long gone now.. and its now 2008... funny thing how people say that the next year is going to be different.. but then realize.. that not much changes.. because the expect it to change for them...

And don't recognize that they have to make it change.. other wise they are in an eternal rut... and eventually.. the cycle continues...

Anyway... I have started another semester of college and its interesting... I have met up with my friends but I can't hang out with them because I only have class on two days out of the week... and I find it saddening.. but I guess its for the best. They are fun.. but now I can relax if I want to. And even take a nap even though that doesn't happen. I have been online more.. but I have been blogging less even though I don't blog that much to begin with. I still haven't found anyone... and I am quite sad about that I feel like I have so much to give to my future relationships.. but I haven't been able to start a new one.
Another year and I am still frustrated... my cycle continues...

But on the plus side. I have signed up on Twitter.com!

I actually enjoy Twitter.com more than Facebook because its much more simpler. Of course I don't know any friends that have an Twitter account but I could make friends. I am already following eight people and I am being followed by three so who knows I might make some new friends. I like Twitter so much that I integrated it into my blogger.com account... its also on my Facebook.com account too. Weird... but none the less.. so now I can have more coverage with Twitter now. Its all over my sites that I frequent now... well at least the social sites. I also have signed up on Digg.com. Yes I know some people hate it.. but its an overall decent site. It have acquired some information I would have otherwise never know about. I even helped out a friend of mine because he got banned from Facebook because he is home schooled so he blogged about it and put a link on Digg and so I dugged it for him. It can help people a lot... apparently.

But I digress... *sigh* I don't know what else this year has in store for me... maybe I will die.. who knows.. or maybe I will finally get a job. But I will take it all in one day at a time. So here is me wishing all who read this blog an awesome year.

Stay Zen.

~SA (SerenadedAbyss)

P.S.: I will work on my writing style so it doesn't look like my entries are nothing but random thoughts slapped together.

.... Something isn't right...

I don't know.. something isn't right in my life as of right now...

Recently I have found a girl I really like.. but she has a boyfriend so that has me bummed... but then again I have started to notice that I losing touch with my old friends.. the ones that I helped out and love and the ones that have helped me out in return... after graduating from high school I have had a major depression... I had them during high school but now I have the feeling of extreme loneliness coming... its about the time for me to be having a relationship... but I am afraid that I am adequate enough to be in a relationship with any girl... I want somebody to love me that isn't my family... somebody that will care for me... but so far.. nothing has happened with my wish... my eternal wish to be with somebody that can truly make me happy and be happy with me...

I just don't know... my life has been quite a blur lately... its been quite a blur for all of my life but now... I think that it is worse... I am so confused about what to do with my life... I feel like I have wasted it and I am only eighteen... I have so many emotions going all the time but not the one I want to be going off... by now whoever is reading this you should have guessed which one I am talking about... I don't know.. this is all quite mysterious to me.. but I talked to a friend a day ago and I agree with him... I need to get into a relationship... other wise I will never be happy... I will never be complete... my life is whizzing by now.. I cannot keep up... I guess that is why some people kill themselves.. because they cannot seem to get a hold of there lives and everything in that happens to them turns into a whirlwind of sorrow and the forgotten... I don't know... I might be right...

I have slowly started to notice that my old friends are drifting away from me as I advance in life.. and I really hate that... I love all of my old high school friends... it saddening... I cannot find out whats up in their lifes anymore... It has come to a point where I just want to drop everything right now and talk to everyone I use to know... but that would be impossible... I am just soo confused... I cannot do what I want to do... even though I am not sure what I want to do...

I have run out of stuff to type as of right now... I am not in the mood to continue... I will finish later... in another post... goodbye...

I have lost myself....

~SA

P.S.: I have decided to keep the music playlist... but I think that I will let my words do the talking instead of the music. So it is going to go away for a little way until I think of away to actually make it useful...

I am out...


stay zen...

Movie making bug...

A while back I had a vision while I was taking a shower (Why in the shower? I have no clue...) of chase movie... and while in the shower I had the thought "Why not make a two minute chase movie" and so I when I was still in high school at the time why not do it. I had already had experience editing video and making video for a broadcasting class... so I went with the project...

But I never got around to even starting it... mainly because it was my senior year I had Senior Projects to worry about and that took most of my time... but I did have some free time but I guess now that I look back I just put the project in the back of my mind...

But now that I am currently attending college I am reminiscing of old times... and now I am fired up to do it. I contacted my friend that I wanted to do it with and he still wants to do it so all I need to do now is get a couple more people and some cameras and someplace to edit the video... and I will be set and ready to go and then I can go write it down and shoot it...

I guess after watching videos on YouTube has inspired me after all...

Well I need to finish this post and get to contacting people to get some help...

peace

~S A

PS: I might get rid of my song lists... they are getting a bit hard to maintain... so It might dissapear I am still deciding I will have a decsion by the next entry... till then... stay zen...

Wow... I really need to post more frequently

Wow... well the title says it all... my life has been busy with random stuff... from graduating my high school to installing Zenwalk Linux... yes I decided on an distribution... finally... but yeah... anyway...

I am now going to college and so far so good... I am not having to many problems with it... it feels a bit like high school but with better classes... wow...

Anyway I have a problem... Guitar Hero has taken control of my life... some people would say it isn't a problem some would say differently because it is just a game... but the reason I say that is a problem is because I do not have a copy of the game or the controller. I just go to my friend's house down the street and play his copy and I really want a copy of it... so I stuck waiting until my birthday which even though is not that far off I really need to practice on hard... Yeah I finally got to Hard after being on Medium and Easy for months now... I think a about a year now... and there is already people who have been doing Expert since forever... it makes me feel a bit slow... but who knows.. I might get that orange button down faster than I think I will (My estimated guess of when I will master the orange button: 2012)

I need to finish this post I got a to go chill for a bit... and listen to some music on Pandora.com which in case you did not know is an awesome online radio station site.... check it out if you have specific tastes in music that normal radio does not play.

Peace...

~S A